December 2010
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2010 HAS BEEN ONE HECK OF A YEAR
I think I can officially say it’s been my most challenging year - including my 19th year as an official 18 year old adult. Thinking back… It started with a successful surgery into the new year, but 2 months worth of pain, rehabilitation and frustration. 4 months of wishing I could go back to the way things were because I was physically unable to do things I loved and enjoyed. 6 months...
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AIIGHT!
So, here’s to the new me. (1) I hate my face (LOL) I broke out due to stress, inconsistent sleeping habits, inconsistent diet, etc. Like I’ve said before, I can’t believe I let myself go like this. Sighh. Ohh soo face-conscious and no I won’t stop complaining about it. (2) Trying to be open about everything. Shopping my cares away because I finally told my parents about my...
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definition.
redemption: 1. improving of something: the act of saving something or somebody from a declined, dilapidated, or corrupted state and restoring it, him, or her to a better condition //RANT ON LIFE/SCHOOL: Considering my first semester in college, I am honestly not proud of myself. I am ashamed of what I’ve become to be and it’s led me to a state of depression - just nothing as severe as...
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that’s how i feel.
downfall.
i’ve probably hit my lowest low today. i can’t even find words to describe how i feel. i’m scared.
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shit;
and I repeat…
BROS ONLY. BROS ONLY. BROS ONLY.
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"So how was your birthday?"
Happy is false. You’d assume with so many friends, the term happy meant a lot more than an added word to a phrase that signifies the day you were born - and that I’d share the day with those that allowed me to express such an emotion. Maybe it’s just me. Don’t get me wrong, there are things that make me smile. But other than that, it’s just difficult to carry on a...
i've never been so fucking afraid of failing. it...